why cant i do it right?!posted Sep 18th 2006, 11:17AM
Mood: Worthless
i feel like such shit.. i just had the best relationship ever. i loved this guy so much. id do anything for him. and i fucked up big time. i in a moment of weakness cheated. i told him and he forgave me, he admited to cheating too and i forgave him. it was good we were in love.. then he wanted to talk to the guy i cheated on him with.. to tell him that i was his(mybf's) but htey talked and after a week my bf dumped me for the guy i cheated on him with. why god?! what did i do to deserve this pain? i was up all night crying my eyes out, i cried long after i couldnt tear anymore. it still hurts so bad, i can hardly believe it even happend.. it seems like a bad dream but i know its real.. am i that truly disgusting and loathsome that nobody can stand to be in a relationship with me? heh.. im so torn up i cant even do art anymore.. i just want to die.
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